rain through the sunshine.

my hair likka long only. Haha. (Y)

went for a run today agn. Though this time w daddy! Normal run, apart frm the fact that towards the end, it started raining serious cows and monkeys. Like, seriously. So at first we stayed under a hdb block, cause the rain was too heavy to try to run accross, (we needed to cross a road junction, and thru some blocks to get home) and it was like seriously cold and windy, it was as though a tornado was gna spin thru singapore!:O and im not exaggerating. Thunderstorms and lightning, like a typical girl, i dont like! So scary, and like can kenna shoot! :O so anyway, stayed at opposit block, freesing out toes off w a grp of bangalah workers, (it's not racist okay! Its like saying singaporean workers!) who were also taking cover, though it was still seriously cold, idk why.

But after waiting super long, cause the rain just got heavier, (like the rain got diarrheo liddat!) and so we decided to try and dash cross the road. Omg. Running in that kinda rain kinda felt like pushing your head under water. Idk why! Like cant breathee!:O so it was barely 100m, and totally as though i just jumped into the pool, or wetter then that, and shoes felt like it had a fish pond in them!:O and daddy said, wouldnt it be fun to jog in this kinda rain. -.- i guess it was kinda fun, the mad dash, but raining distance in it? Thanks, no thanks! Haha.

But it was still fun though, kinda(: told ya running makes a body happy!:D


met geri and nadia to buy nadia's shoes, though we didnt manage to get them in the end! Fun time out, wish life was like that all the time. Like, nothing to worry, stress or be upset about. Back for pharmaco. _ made me angry as usual. But didnt scream, just ignored her when she talked, and didnt bother, last ica, end it well. Goodjob, cause teacher gave good comments. Though i have to say, ' i told you so!' since a number of things teacher asked, and it was cause she said dont needa say, thoug i keep telling her go find out in case she asks. Ohwell. Not my part but hers. Who ask her dowan listen! Ka haha.

Thoughts on my mind.

Sometimes you ask people for ideas, and sometimes you keep asking yourself why you're feeling upset. And though you keep saying you dont know why, maybe subconciously you knw the answer but you arent ready to admit it to yourself.

Is it better to force yourself to be happy thru your sad/down times until you become happy again, or is it better to wallow in your sad state for awhile, before bouncing back up?








Oh, and btw, i'll continue blogging over the next few days, but i wont be tweeting/ fb-ing/msn-ing or replying to any of the above. And neither sms-es apart frm the important ones. <3