the grass isnt always greener on the other side.

the girl above is NOT me, unfortunately.
No amt of photoshopping is gna change me to look like her either.

So, if you didnt knw already, girl above was a picture taken frm tumblr. And there are a million billion zillion pretty girls on tumblr. But this particular photo really attracted my attn. Idk why. Haha. So, sister was blogging about tumblr and stuff. And so i was reminded of what i was thinking bout the other day.

Many people are using tumblr now, and i agree it's really fun, and rather addictive. Which is really weird. Cause basically what you do is to just reblog photos of other pretty girls. Everybody now goes, ' this thing looks so tumblr, tdy you dress so tumblr-like' which is kinda like a compliment i guess? But it makes things change to tumblr being the ultimate pretty. Am i making any sense?

But anyway, im not critisizing tumblr. Cause im probably as addicted as the next girl. But sometimes when i really think about it, i think tumblr's abit evil. Cause, idk bout you, but while tumblr-ing im like, so happy and have tons of fun.cause the photos are so happy like. But after im done tumblr-ing, i just feel so depressed and fat, cause everybody on tumblr is so skinny, hot and pretty. And im like, gahh. Why cant i be like them!

And i guess it's not right, cause God made us right, and we're made in His likeness, so to say we're fat and ugly, is like saying God is too? Which is like woaaah. So wrong. So i really should make it a point to stop complaining about being fat and ugly, and just thank God for making me the way he did. But how many times i've said this, but i still fail. Human after all, never contented!

But back to the point. Tumblr makes us, or at least me, so uncontented, or discontented, whatever you like to say it, with what we have. Eh? Example being the pretty issue, skinny issue, and one more thing, the country issue, like now i wish singapore has as many beaches like the americans have, though singapore has, only if you're rich enough to stay at sentosa cove or smthg. Which will take me a few billion years to get that kinda money.sigh, see? Uncontented again.

Maybe i should just quit tumblr huh?
But it IS quite fun actually. Maybe i should just ensure i dont get addicted?
Yeah, probably.

Ohwell.
Moving onnn.

Spring cleaning tdy! Study area done!(Y) packing bedroom area naowww. So sian. Gahh. I just realized i have a billion clothes. Half of them i do not wear, but cannot bear to dispose of. But i WILL clear them all off today! So many clothes! Take up space only! Though some of them have sentimental value okay. Like my chickenlittle teeshirt! Which i threw away, and now really regret:( i think i should throw some soft toys away too! Like billions in my room. But like, heart pain only ley. :(

okay, needa continue packing or i'll have to be up till tmr! Gonna skip school tmr cause needa accompany mummy to grocery and sashimi shopping! It's like some food cold house/warehouse! Likka cool only!:D and needa get food for when squad mates come my house for cnyyy! Whoohoo!(:

okay.

Back to work elaine!