i guess emo-haters too can be emo once in awhile?

hello.

Research project tdy was a dissapointment. Sigh. I dont know why, but this sem all the ICAs seem to be so dissapointing! Spend so much effort for research once again. Staying back in school till late, sleeping late at night cause chionging proj to perfection. And yet it's not enough. Gah. Like do so much, and the teacher doesnt even seem to notice the work involved. Upset much?! It's like all the work that was done was so wasted. Maybe if i didnt put in so much, i wouldnt be that dissapointed? Ohwell. It's over. You needa move on. Tmr one last ICA, hope it'll be a good one!

But still have to think bout next sem's project group, and it's sucha complicating issue, and i dont wna be the 'bad person', but somehow, since according to group, im supposedly the most 'outspoken', so im like the badguy. Sigh, will have to settle grp members issue tmr! Hope it wont turn into another argument, class politics and such. D:

ohwell. If tmr cant be a good day, tmr's tmr then! Either way, emo-ing isnt my cup of tea, so i wont be down for long. Maybe it's female hormones and such eh? Heh heh. Though i guess everybody just have lousydays or blackdays, and now's mine, though for not much a particular reason. So i guess it' not really emo-ing, it's just letting loose some steam?
But whatever it is, i shant talk about not happy stuff anymore! It's too depressing. And i dont like depressors.

Need a run to go clear my mind.