how great is my God.

SELAMAT DATANG!
I think that's hello in malay rright??

Well anyway, just came back frm church camp at malaysia, thistle hotel, and im so super shagged. So it'll be a quick post!

Camp this year was kinda different frm the previous one i guess? Previous one was quite packed, and everyone going spiritually high with the worship, and a very emotional camp. With all about how we would change our life for the better.
This year it was rather slow paced, so it doesnt feel like 4 days has passed alrdy. Yes, i totally enjoyed camp. As i was saying, unlike the previous, this camp seems to be working on us on a personal level, regarding how we've hardened our hearts frm what God wants us to do, cause it's tough, etc. And yet also on a church level, about fellowship in our church.


It feels quite apt, this sermon, at least it does to me. Like how i feel that our church is warm, small and cozy, and yet foreign and not personal w each other at th same time, am i making any sense? My brain is spasming, ive got an excuse, haha. But as i was saying. Recently ive been having quite an issue regarding fellowship. And God says that if you dont love others, its the same as not loving God, i do love God, so i should start loving everybody, including tthose i dont feel friendly with. Sigh, theoratically, it sounds so easy, but i think its gonna be extremely hard to actually stop gossiping/bitching completely, :( with God's help, i shall try. Allthebest, elaine!

And suprisingly, me and roomies hardly took any photos!:o ohyes, that another different thing in this camp, it wasnt like the usual bonding over girly gossip and stuff, but bonding over prayer for each other, with cell members. Kinda sad that didnt get to talk and bond much w roomies, cause previously they've been having o-s, and this was supposed to be catchup time, and yet happy that we're getting closer to our respective cell(: its okay, ANEE can always go out some other day!:) oh yes, and i really enjoyed the first day. Haha. Not the last part, ya all know what i mean:)but the first part where we basically had fun soaking in the happyness and retardedness of each other:B we'll build a house and live together with pebbles1 to 100 when we grow old kaaayyy! Hahaha!

& didnt get to htht w cheryl at all in the camp like we planned to. :( although we're in the same discussion grp, but we hardly saw each other in the camp huh. We're like getting further and further, more and more different, maybe im just over sensitive huh. But im glad that you could make it for our class gathering though you needed to study:) feel like i should spologize to you, though i dont exactly know what, but well, im sorry. And i still love you a wholeee lot:)

okay, i need to sleep. Tmrw 8 to 6 class:(
reality hits so soon, i wish everyday was a churchcamp day.
Where i can just spend my time thinking about God's love for us, fellowshipping with friends, and not stressing up with our hectic singapore life,